Thursday, January 3, 2008

Alter-Ego or Mid-Life?

This whole blog will not make sense to anyone I'm sure and maybe make me look like a psyco?

Sometimes I feel like I am two different people, well one to everyone and "what I am supposed to be" and then the one that secretly wants to come out and play...ok, so if you knew me, you'd know that I'm married, a mom, a cheerleading coach, a church going, hard working Catholic girl who wants to do right, who wants to see the good in everyone who wants to beleive I am on the right path (the Marsha Brady/Mandy Moore type) but my other side really wants to rebel right now...I want my tattoos to show, I want to get a nose ring, I want to be the "punk" who doesn't give a crap about what others think, say or feel (the Pink/Green Day type) who wants to work the non-traditional 9-5 slacker job....somehow I will continue to suppress that person and know I am who I am

1 comment:

One of the Bunch said...

Blame it on the weather, Nik. I'm feeling this way too. Well, except the whole nose-ring thing. That just creeps me out! But hey, maybe a nipple ring or two? Pffft! Wait, that means we'd have to show those off too. Well, what a way to be bad, eh?

Seriously, I think your feelings are quite normal. And more common than you may know. *wink*

Hang in there!
-B